Oh,
it is so long ago, that I wrote or posted something here. Now, the reason is anything, but happy.
I don't know, if you remember my poem I have written about my father. About his character, and how I suffered...Well my mother thought so, too.
On Tuesday she's going to leave my father; the divorce is planned already from her point of view.
I really don't know, how I should manage this. If I should go with my mother or stay with my father. I'm scared of my father's and brother's reaction. I don't want them to hate each other.
It's clear to me that the divorce is the best, 'cause I know the best how my mother felt. She did't live anymore. She functioned only.
Going with my mother means also moving. I'm scared.